I think I killed my blog?? OOPSIE~

You Are the Individualist

4 You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

I'm a 4...wait is that out of 10?? Is that a good thing?? I think I might want to be considered a 10 at least once in a while.....

You Are Mashed Potatoes

Oridnary, comforting, and more than a little predictable You're the glue that holds everyone together.

What Part of Thanksgiving Are You?

Plain old predictable....yup...thats me~

yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away, now it looks as though they're here to stay...oh I believe in yesterday~

Maybe in a few more days, weeks, months, I'll feel better about myself, right now I just feel pretty damn stupid.

And as the saying goes, Stupid is as stupid does....well stupid does really well~

I can't believe how much a fool I am and have been. I placed the one thing I hold most dear in jeopardy. I won't go into details except to say I was very, very wrong and I need prayers. Maybe one day I will get the courage to write here what I did. Until then, my mind is in turmoil...my heart is pounding...and all I can do is smile and let everyone around me think I am the same person that I have always been...cheerful Charly....dependable Charly.....responsible Charly. What rubbish...what lies.....what a mess I have made of my life~