...love hurts....Some are my words and some are not....but they work ya know?
If you press me to say why I love him, I feel that it can only be expressed by replying, "Because it was him; because it was me. Because we were us."I'd like to think I'll be completely happy again, but I really need to stop and cry right now, and sometimes I wish I could scream at you, and just show you what you do to me. Even without words...especially without words.
You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love surrounded you but now...what do you have? Memories. Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? Why do we dwell on the past, when the future is what matters? It's something that...yea...I guess it can't be helped but...maybe it's harder for me than it is for someoneelse. Faint smells of cologne...a song on the radio…a movie…or a single word…these are things that bring back those memories. But, you can't hide from these things...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future…and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before…they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to ... but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten... no matter how hard we try…and how much we think it'llease the pain...it will always be there...forever.
I don't know why that damn song is suddenly playing on the radio all the time. How many years ago was it popular?? It's like I'm being teased and it sucks. Is it supposed to mean something? Is it just coincidence? Should I just change the station?? Should I start carrying a CD case with me so I don't hear it?? LOL And isn't that rich...how many of the CD's that I have bought in the last few years were because he told me to "listen to this"?? Like ALL of them...Blessid Union of Souls, Mike Corrado, Less than Jake, Allison Krauss, Daniel Bedingfield, Finch...the list goes on and on...
Maybe Talk Radio is where I need to go??? LOL
If you press me to say why I love him, I feel that it can only be expressed by replying, "Because it was him; because it was me. Because we were us."I'd like to think I'll be completely happy again, but I really need to stop and cry right now, and sometimes I wish I could scream at you, and just show you what you do to me. Even without words...especially without words.
You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love surrounded you but now...what do you have? Memories. Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? Why do we dwell on the past, when the future is what matters? It's something that...yea...I guess it can't be helped but...maybe it's harder for me than it is for someoneelse. Faint smells of cologne...a song on the radio…a movie…or a single word…these are things that bring back those memories. But, you can't hide from these things...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future…and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before…they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to ... but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten... no matter how hard we try…and how much we think it'llease the pain...it will always be there...forever.
I don't know why that damn song is suddenly playing on the radio all the time. How many years ago was it popular?? It's like I'm being teased and it sucks. Is it supposed to mean something? Is it just coincidence? Should I just change the station?? Should I start carrying a CD case with me so I don't hear it?? LOL And isn't that rich...how many of the CD's that I have bought in the last few years were because he told me to "listen to this"?? Like ALL of them...Blessid Union of Souls, Mike Corrado, Less than Jake, Allison Krauss, Daniel Bedingfield, Finch...the list goes on and on...
Maybe Talk Radio is where I need to go??? LOL
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