why do I bother? She made up her mind. The stupid thing is, she sees it, she knows with her head..and i do think she knows with her heart. She is choosing to ignore it though and stay with him. There is NOTHING I can say nor do anymore so i am not going to really try. One day, she will look back and thing my god, what have I done..where has my life gone and why did I not listen to what my best friend was trying to tell me. And then, she's stuck....and while I tell her I will be there for her, that i shall support her, that I will be there to pick her up again when he cheats again....but can I really do that?? can I continue to hide my feelings on the situation and if not, will be voicing them cause her to resent me?? She hates when I "dont say what I am thinking" but i won't be able to...cause it will hurt...and I can't. no I won't, be the one who hurts her this time. She will have enough hurt to deal with when he once agains screws her over. So once again, I need to step back...I just wish I knew how. I wish she wouldn't be stupid...I wish she would think with her head and not her heart.Her heart will betray her...I know...mine betrayed me.

First of all, I must say I DO NOT APPRECIATE being forced my Blogger to update to the new Google Blogger. GRRRR and now, my post. Also seen on MySpace.

So, I was catching up on a few blogs and came across one that I frequent and she had decded to let ppl know just what it is she wants at her "funeral". Her description was brilliantly funny, as is she, but I still thought it was a good idea...so listen up folks and someone make a copy of this for future reference.
1. I don't want to be buried. Cremate me please. Jen and Bill, you know where I wish to be scattered, keep your passports up to date. I'll leave a list case you somehow forget and in the off chance you're no longer talking for whatever asinine reason, you have to be friendly for the 2 weeks it will take.
2. DO NOT SPEND a ghastly amount on a casket, that is silly. One, look up, and 2, should you decide to ignore my first condition (in such care I will come back and you will regret it) I want something no more expensive than the Costkets from Costco. Yes, you too, can pre purchase a casket at a reduced cost, just by becoming a member. P.S. I like the gray marbly looking urn, do not put me in anything pink.
3. I do not want a stuffy memorial service where everyone shows up and cries and says what a good person I was. Nope. Have a picnic at the beach, go to a Charger's game or have a movie marathon with all my favortires. Tell Remember When stores and laugh.
4. Everyone but Bill is allowed to move on quickly, Bill, no doing what your Dad did, you have to wait ONE year before starting to date. Fall in love again and move on...just don't shove me in the back of a closet and forget about me completely.
5. NO COMPLAINING about where my insurance money goes. I made up my mind about how I want it to be spent, if you disagree...too bad. Cause an issue and I will have your money sent elsewhere. That is why there are means of distributing it...so my wishes are granted.
6. One final request. Save the clothes I loved the most, My State sweatshirt, my comfie pants, the polar bear tshirt from Sea World, the few dresses I have deemed wearable that hang in my closet, my penguin sweater, and whatever else I seemed to wear alot, have them cut up and made into a quilt to pass on to my Grandson. He should have an idea of who I was, and they say clothes "make the (wo)man.
That's it, all easy and simple. Any questions?? Leave them below~