I'm in a mood. It isn't anyones fault. It just is. SO if I am short with you, or say something I shouldn't I am sorry. It won't last long....I've had these before...but if I say something or do something that upsets you...tell me. I just don't realize how much I can affect others when I am cranky like this. I guess part of it stems from wanting something I apparently can't have....and part of it stems from the inertia that currently is my professional life. Everything is on hold until my boss gives notice and I can apply for her job. Then I have to wait through the process and see if I am even hired. (yes, I KNOW I should be but...there are no guarantees) School starts Monday and I am stressed over that. More than I let on. Honestly, I just want to go curl up in a corner and cry for a good long hour. Maybe then I'll feel better?

I know, I know. Any consulation, I don't blog much at my new home either. Work, family and now school has taken a huge chunk of my time. But here are a few thoughts from Sunday:

and there go the Chargers in the last few minutes again SOB! Oh well..makes me wonder if there will be a job opening tomorrow in the paper...Wanted...Head Coach. Wouldn't surprise me...everyone knows AJ Smith and Marty DON'T get along at all. I'll still head down to San Diego several times a year to see the games and hey...maybe they won't cost as much now...lol..yeah right! Hey if nothing else the weather there is awesome and I very much enjoy walking around downtown and the Gas Lamp areas. Plus I need to still take the whale cruise...

What else?? What else?? Zander is getting so big. Weight wise he is still right about 10 pounds but he s getting tall. He has his days and nights a bit mixed up and likes to make his Mommy stay up late. We're working on that one... Here's a few pics so everyone can see just how adorable he is... He and I were practicing his Touchdown celebration for when he grows up to play football. I'll try and be better about popping in a few more times during the month.