Hey all, I know it's been awhile. I've had so many things just crashing down around me. My daughter has been disgnosed with depression at 14 and last weekend we spent in the ER. Bill has cysts growing on his right kidney and is also scheduled for a colonoscopy this Thursday. In December 2002 I was in a car accident and now almost 20 months later, I am going to have surgery on my shoulder as I have had a torn muscle this entire time. I am not sure as to when yet, depends on the workers comp folks ( I was on duty) I will be unable to use my arm a minimum of 3 months. I will miss between 1-6 months at work depending on how the surgery goes. This means a paycut as workers comp only pays 65 percent of my salary when I am out. It's been a hard last few weeks...and I just haven't felt like bringing everyone down with all my sh*#. I've enjoyed the stories and posts you've left on the boards and while I haven't posted anything I have prayed for each of you who've requested prayers and marveled at the talent the people on the boards possess. It was nice to escape to Merry Ole England, The Stables and everywhere else the BobWhites visited. If ya'll think of it, say a prayer for my family, we need it. Seems the enemy is at the gate...and I am finding it hard to keep the gate shut lately.