I cried for you today...

...and now I wonder for who or what I could have saved those tears, the energy i put into telling you what I felt, could that have been used instead to comfort one who truly needed the love of a friend, the love of another being on the planet?

I cried for you today, All the frustration, the hurt, the lies. I took them upon myself to lighten your burden. Adding to my own load was worth the pain, it took away from yours.

I cried for you today. The unsureness of it all, the doubt you feel. I gave my heart to you so that it might take some of that and make breathing just a little easier.

I cried for you today. Now I feel my tears were wasted. You choose to let him lie, manipulate and control you.

I won't cry for you anymore.....